Today

Too sad
Hopeless
full of anger

father

it's just an empty word

it's an absence

it's a monster face, his eyes filled with violence

the arms that I was never protected, the words that I was never assured, and all the tears I shed alone in the dark with fear

Dad is a dream that I will never understand

my daughter...
she doesn't know who is Dad
she begins to understand
is unfair
It torn me inside

I hate this fucking day
I hate them...